I think I found the problem. I've been chasing princes instead of knights. I don't mean princes as a Royalty and being deeply rooted in wealth. I don't mean princes as in stableman with their lives plotted out for them and their assets protected . I don't mean men so regimented I'm so powerful that they can wage war with the snap of their fingers. The prince that I'm relating to was 1 I created in my head. Of the following printers just recently now, they all have had hard past, and their words have been trimmed in gold. They've made me feel like I'm the missing piece of their puzzle. On the intricate part missing from their Kingdom but furthermore, from there happily ever after. To promise me we can ride off into the sunset on their Noble steed. They promised me will keep me forever but I don't think any of them there forever. Not really. My exceeding sense of empathy brought me to the palace. Seeking the one on the throne because what I made him to be. The childhood from a Stephen King film, the job that is nothing short of stable, and the Illusions he paints well he snuggles up beside me of what that stability will look like if I'm a part of it. But I'm never really part of their picture. Their picture contains a shadow of a girl with long hair and much to offer them. I'm not saying I didn't have much to offer them, but in their eyes maybe it wasn't the same handful of things they needed. The only Royal part about the Fallen princesses was that they royally broke me. And that is the main quality that makes them a prince. They use their power for their own self righteous reasons. It's possible that not all four of them acted this way in narcissistic lust , but they all about the same feeling. I was not built of Princess material and I should be discarded quickly and quietly.
Easy to forget someone you never truly cared about. It's easy to discard some materialistic Fry's that is bound to be outdated and out-shined who's next season Seasons debut. As leaves fall, a new lady-in-waiting Sloat on the ground leaves lighter than me. As winter freezes, a new warrants dances before the prince's eyes. A strong wind of a sweeter perfume is sprung on the prince during a prestigious ceremony. The season that I was in what short and hardly worth discussing at his fencing practice jokes and Jabs are just at the end of the day to him. Prince's are notorious for they're polished physical appearance and their stature of Grace. Although these four possessed the confidence of such stature, their physical attributes or vastly influenced by the perspective of the princess trying to get to know them. Trying to see the beauty of something beneath the castle walls and it's mascot... The luxury of stability not luxurious at all. It's simply that she wanted to build a life with a girl and in a moment, thought that she was you. He quickly dismissed such a foolish. But catch you around the castle in case the weather of the weeks to follow kept new Beauties away. The first was lavish in his travels and the most beautiful that she seen. He floated above the commoners and seem to have a true twinkle for you me. After influence of some friends, I severed what things were and although he seemed to linger we could never get quiet back. I quickly became something not worth his text or even acknowledge me in public. I felt a ghost ghost like in his corridor and quietly should myself out. The second was a sense of rebellion but only against myself. His lifestyle was puller to my morals and his, well I'm not sure that he had many. Although his job was stable is nothing suitable for a family. But he couldn't look past a day or two but the laughs or trimmed in gold. Knights are warriors, resilient even through sword wounds and defeats . There are no signs or maps to lead to a knight. You have to find them in action because although their armor will hit the Moonlight or sun just right, causing it to Green, so step aside and the external shine will be lost.
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