Will I ever learn with musicians? How many times can I get burned from the same fire? But this one was 41. But this one had been hurt so many times before. But this one was so sweet and taken with my sarcasm and wit. But this one loved my eyes. But this has all happened before.... All too familiar. He has like 17 followers on YouTube and sent me some of his songs three-corded songs. Cool, so his musical talent hasn't really gotten to his head yet.... ehh, okay, it's a 50-50 shot. I'm sure it's helped certain reassurance of one head... He worked nights and mid's on and off, so talked to me when he could but swore he was gonna work on coming to see me from Panama City Beach. The weekend my best friend's parents came in town, we made our way to Panama for one night and two days. Naturally, I told him of this occurrence and he seeked excited to see me, but he worked 10p-6am. I've worked nights before so I totally understand it's hard, but if someone is going to be in your area that you allegedly like from 2 hours away, I would find a way to at least stop by. While on the 2 hour road trip over there, I noticed messages were opened and left without attention even though his snap location showed him on the beach!Wait- you checked his location? I mean... if you're not going to respond to meme, I at least have a right to see what's so much more entertaining ;) And THAT is why you keep some of your social media preferences discrete. I only had my location on when I was in Spain because no one on my media could gather the means to get to me. Well, before accepting the L, I called him one last time. Left a voicemail and then deleted him digitally and hopefully emotionally in the days to follow. Instead of meeting the latest homeboy, my best friend and I spent the early morning with this Captain Crunch. He chased a wave that almost capsized us all. This dessert is actually for me regarding my poor judgment in even giving him fractions of my time. I was 1/2 out of luck and 1/6 reminiscing other musicians and how they strummed my heart strings. This is called Rasberry Fool because the truth of my dating life and taste in men is a little tart.
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