How many hours do you think you need? Let’s measure it in months.
½ a month for flirting ½ a month for feels 1 month for the honeymoon, all attention he does steal. ½ a month for difference in opinion ½ a month for what he wants 1 month later and you win an argument for once. ½ a month for convincing friends ½ a month meeting his 1 month later, a drunken confession: he has no desire for kids. ½ a month saving face ½ a month showing affection so sly 1 month until they both uncover deception and little lies. ½ a month for short messages ½ a month not staying over 1 month later reveals a timid “I love you” sober ½ a month later not asking why ½ a month enjoying lust 1 month later experimenting all the ways to make him bust. ½ a month packing things ½ a month together every night and day 1 month where both leases were up anyway. ½ a month enjoying the company ½ a month dividing bills 1 month of being held during a great emotion spill. ½ a month later stressed with life ½ a month later he’s distant 1 month long-term is in question, to which she is insistent ½ a month of petty fights ½ a month of “what does this even mean?” 1 month containing “I can’t do this— fuck love” projected through a scream ½ a month breaking things ½ a month picking up the pieces 1 month in disbelief they both are breaking leases. ½ a month laying low ½ a month remembering why it all began 1 month he thought he saw her with another man. ½ a month the messages cease ½ a month his name doesn’t fall off her lips 1 month and moving on isn’t the only drink he sips. Of all the months to come and all the months that were He will never forget the 13 months of “her.”
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