It's a fine line when you're playing the game of holding multiple hearts. Keeping track of their interests, family history, Insiders, humor type dr. It goes on. Then keeping track of their texting styles, Tendencies to call you when they're drunk or high, level of jealousy... It all has to be taken into account before adding them to your roster. And to maintain them on your roster. It is thrilling because you'll never know if you're going to get caught or if their jealousy will flare . There's no argument that you're wanted because there's three trying for the same end goal . You have one that labels himself unattainable so he teases about other dates. You tease back with total validity cheer teasing. Oh, well I guess I'll just go to his house tomorrow. The reality of the matter is just that. Two beds in the same day but nothing too scandalous. Certain levels of physical contact crate and attraction and Sparks and infatuation. Can't have a roster if you're attached to one . Since I'm obviously capable of doing this, I assume the fact that anyone is. I'm the least expecting of them all . That's why it works. Mischievous and dangerous this is how I've been tracking the dating field got it. Until the players start to become individualized and you begin picturing yourself what's 1 as the MVP without question . One that you're in your mind has already won and it was supposed to be a team sport. Then you're left in the position of reducing your roster. That's when you pull out the data boys and better luck next time. This is dating not baseball so you can certainly cry and you certainly have to find different lingo than that. The boy I removed from the roster is someone I probably had no business dating- as long as I did anyway... But he was a mixture of characters from recent posts. You might be familiar with puppy love and Mister spontaneity. He is wanting the same. Allegedly the tender thing was a hacking and allegedly I didn't mind. We spent laughs and jokes and evenings and phone calls. We made Insiders and spent Thanksgiving together. He knew I was to Gypsy for his taste and bluntly conveyed I was not ready to settle down. Such a statement appalled me to the point where I almost ran right then and there. Settle down. That sounded like a death sentence. I'm too young. I don't know what number has to do with any of it, but I feel my energy and my bucket list, seeming to be hitting a growth spurt in its peak of puberty, prevents me I'm even thinking a forever. Short-term is something we agreed on and so, when I broke the news, he inhaled and smiled. Why are you looking like that? We need this was supposed to end in January anyway. I just lost three weeks. But I really have enjoyed spending time with you. The reaction I never thought I would get left me speechless. Completely dumbfounded did someone who spent so much time, energy, and money on me, much less all the compliments (one of which being that I had a perfect ass. I do not take that one lightly. Holla LOL). He was so kind and so understanding. He even bought our second round of drinks. He offered be friends and joke about how different are features are going to be anyway. I was at ease and guilt had subsided. I said my thank-you text on the way home. No Emoji, no explanation. Just thank you. There really are good guys in the world and people really can do what they say. I gave me a little hope even though I was quite frankly the one that deserved slightly Brash reaction. I was the one dating multiple people while he was spending any of his free time messaging and taking me out. One of our last dates was to a formal event for his work. Even though he didn't hold it against me. Maybe have broken my track record of dating manipulative men. Or maybe not... Tomorrow is another day. Regardless, he helped me keep the peace and for that, I thank him and could not think of a better dessert than World Peace cookies. Peace of chocolatey goodness with the piece of my heart he'll always have. I have no bitterness about that and know he'll take care of it. He said he wish me the well and I really think he does. This one's to you!
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